Last Spring...

Maybe I dream too much, I am surprised in a way I never imagined. My soul is blessed because of you. Not a moment goes by without thinking of you; those sweet nothings. I never thought I’d feel such an emotion. My heart beat is rising, my palms are sweating and my vision is blurred. There are moments that I miss you, so much that I just want to pick you from my dreams and hug you.

My love for you is like a cloud without a rain. It is a joy without pain... It is a disease without a cure... It is you and me miles apart. It is the void in my heart, my yearning for you. I love you, and wish you'd care. Know that I care for you as you mean so much to me. I promise you I show you a better way. But I only dream, for a dream can bring true the wish never thought. The dreams are gone now, I gave my heart wholly away and now I have to sit back and face the music.

The memories are haunting me; life without you seems like an empty world. I don’t know who I have become; I am stuck between the present and the future. Now we don’t even keep in touch any more, since you been gone.

The more I learn, the less I understand. Calm emotions take hold of me. You're everything I want in a man, but I’m scared to tell you that I love you. So I keep what I feel for you inside, because I don’t know how you feel.Tell me the remedy for a broken heart, for I do not know. Days feel like weeks, I can’t get you out of my mind. How do I start picking up the pieces? When can I stop loving you? Do you still remember my name, my love?