Stuck With Each Other...

We see things differently, through different eyes. Does that mean we aren’t compatible, that you simply cannot be my soul mate? Do opposites attract…?

You are down-to earth, emotionally unavailable, and realistic, yet your words of romance leave me wanting more and keeps life exciting. I am always eager to listen to the sensual lyrics that you utter; one word followed by another. I am a day dreamer, a night dreamer, who is always building castles in the air, emotionally loose, flexible and visualise stuff away from the practical work; lost in my own world. But will we compromise and prove everyone wrong..? I am guided by feelings, intuition and emotions, and you are motivated by reason, facts and logic. Will we be like fire and oil -hot and burning- or eggs on a Sunday morning -cold and detached and quite frankly useless?

There was an instant curiosity and sexual attraction when I met you for the very first time. I was envisioning you with all the other colours of the rainbow. You are a mystery to me, divided by extreme opposites. You may say the wrong thing at the wrong time, and I might get insecure and cold feet. I might swim to safer waters at times, feeling a rejection and hurt coming from your direction like a thunderous angry tornado. You may be trouble to my heart, you may be a battlefield, but you are magic, and you are a mad romantic imagination that intoxicates me. You are slowly and softly driving me crazy; making my wildest fantasies come true. You are full of passion, understanding and sensitivity. But are you the kind of man I need in my life, the kind of man I want to grow old with in a rocking chair..? If so, then you and I have lots of work to do… But whether this relationship/battlefield will succeed or fail, is up to us. Better bring you armour, it is going to be rough ride.

Cute As Can Be...

'...You're the cutest thing
That I ever did see
I really love your peaches
Want to shake your tree
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time...'

Top 10 Favourite Tv Shows...

  1. Scrubs
  2. Heroes
  3. Mentalist
  4. Family guy
  5. Desperate housewives
  6. The Simpsons
  7. Flashforward
  8. CSI Miami
  9. Southpark
  10. Law and Order: SVU

Cool and Calm...

'...Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun...'

By Steve Miller Band

Day Walker Meets Night Wanderer‏...

I spend days lazing about in bed with no care in the world. For I have a friend, a night wanderer some may say, who means the world to me. We live on two different time zones even thought we are in the same city. The distance between us can't keep us apart, because no matter what happens in life I will always be there for you, so if ever you need me you can reach me anytime because that is what best friends are for.

We manage to talk at unusual times for I am an early riser and you are a late sleeper. At the time I wake up that’s when you go to sleep. But you kept me company and made the night the most exciting time of the day. In those few hours we laughed, smiled, got mad, got annoyed, got confused but above all felt safe. It was like having a best friend next to you holding a cup of hot chocolate dipped with marshmallow and sprinkled with vanilla. Hmm, life is strange and unexpected especially when it gives me, an ordinary girl in extraordinary world, a friend like you. I remember texting each other at odd hours, like the alienated owls that we are, just talking until sunrise about irrelevant issues. We used to fight over really stupid things, but never so bad that it ever split us up. In the end, you accepted me for who I am, not for what I should be. I know that nobody is perfect, but we learned to forgive and forget. I love you even though we are very different in common. At times we are such extreme opposites, but at closer look you can see our close bond and the glue that is holding it together. The best thing about our friendship is that we both know how to laugh and through this laughter we manage to overlook each other’s flaws; for you are a perfectionist and detail-oriented whilst I am leading a chaotic lifestyle, you have your feet grounded while I have mine in dreamland. Even though we have our differences, we are thick as thieves as you understand my feelings better than most. I will always cherish our friendship, even in fights and bad moments. With you I can talk about anything, share my joys and problems in life. Not a day has gone by that I don’t feel the love of our friendship. I may not have told you how important you are to me, and you may not understand the extent of my gratitude. But know this; I am truly blessed to be part of your life and you a part of mine for the rest of our lives. Thank you for being the greatest friend, thanks for being you,
Thanks for being a night wanderer...


Dark and Deep...

The walls came crumbling, I was tumbling, mumbling, stumbling into a dark pit lightened by our love. It felt right, so right but was it right..?! I don’t know. The fire was there like hot light within the core of my soul. The horizons of a new beginning to turn into sorrowful ending... I was bleeding; I was crying; I couldn’t fill the void in this empty world I lived in. I was a goner, gone too long; too weak to be called strong, broken a bond of fragility and love. A soft kiss, short happiness followed by stress deep within my chest like cancerous cells; too terminal, too silent, too fragile to imagine. I am bleeding, I am crying, I am dying… I am so cold, stone cold.

If...

If I die today what would you do..? Will you forget about me and just move on..?! For you see, I cry for old and new memories, painful and joyful times. I cry for you, I cry for me. My heart longs for you and my soul dies for you. But I can’t seem to able to get past the ‘what if’s’... I can’t keep chasing you waiting for the day that you finally decide to love me. If I never had you, why does it hurt so much when I lost you? If you were never mine, then why do I torture myself over history never made, and future never established? It’s amazing how a person can break your heart, yet still love him with all the little pieces. The greatest love that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

A Cat Person...

'...Women, poets, and especially artists, like cats; delicate natures only can realize their sensitive systems...'
By Helen M. Winslow

Going Korean...

My latest obsession and eye-candy are Korean guys; they are by far the sexiest creatures in my eyes. Dennis Oh is currently on my mind.

Better Than You...

'...I'm feeling kinda taller than you (lately)
I'm feeling kinda stronger than you (lately)
I feel kinda better than you
And I know just what to do (yeah)
I feel like doing my hair
I'm feeling like calling some of my friends...'

By Whitney Houston.

Just Stop...

'...Would you stop thinking what everyone wants? STOP thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT..?

Noah to Allie; The Notebook

Sometimes Its All You Need...

'...Today’s disappointment is tomorrow’s blessing...'

Today, Tomorrow, Always...

'...For you see, each day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow...'

By Rosemonde Gerard

City Lights...

'...Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction...'

Stitch and Bitch...

As I get older, I prefer to knit. It is a hobby I got into about a year and half ago and fell in love with. I knit waiting for the bus, when stuck in traffic, hanging out with friends in cosy coffee places. Knitting is like therapy; it puts your mind at ease and weaves laughter on your face. With the needles in my hands, yarn on the floor and mind focussed on the stitching pattern, I cast on, bind off and just let my thoughts wonder...
'...Love, happiness, peace, knitting...'

Three Things...

3 things in life that is constant:
- Change
- Death
- God

Pocketful Of Sunshine...

'... I got a pocket,
Got a pocket full of sunshine
I got a love an' I know that it's all mine
Oh, oh whoa oh
Do what you want,
But you never gonna break me,
Sticks an' stones are never gonna shake me
No, oh whoa, oh...'

Three Things...

3 things that can destroy a person:
- Lust
- Pride
- Anger

Be Like A Bee...

'...Be like a bee; anything he eats is clean, anything he drops is sweet and any branch he sits upon doesn’t break...'
-Ali bin Abi Talib (RA)

Three Things...

3 things that make a person:
- Hard work
- Sincerity
- Commitment

Soulmate...

'...Whatever souls are made of, his and mine are the same...'

By Emily Bronte

Three Things...

3 things in life that are most valuable:
- Love
- Faith
- Prayer

Calligraphy...

‘…Creativity is inventing, experimenting, growing, taking risks, breaking rules, making mistakes and having fun…’

By Mary Cook Lou

Three Things...

3 things in life that should never be lost:
- Peace
- Hope
- Honesty

No Place Like Home...

Who am I..? I am the type of person to sit, breathe and take in life. I can get so lost in cloud 9 that it is hard sometimes to tell up from down and vice versa. I can get easily happy or sad. It doesn’t take very much to get me up and going. I am most at home in a romantic atmosphere with a touch of poetry and gentle surroundings. I can be stubborn when the mood strikes me and tend to spoil myself more often than I should, but hey gotta love oneself right. Let sleeping dogs lie is my policy, I don't go looking for unnecessary trouble. Life is short and the best thing I can do is to live the good life and appreciate quality over quantity... I may not figure out life, I may be weird about it with my non-conformist interests but I am cool with that. I love my life and for the first time I feel acceptance washing over me like the cool waters of Africa. I am confident, yet still figuring out myself. I am there for people and that helps me to heal... I wish I could sometimes freeze time and that the world would stop changing so I can devote myself to being the best person possible...
I am ME..!

Good Things Come in Three's...

3 things in life that will never come back when gone:
- Time
- Words
- Opportunity

A Moment In Time...

'...What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose...'
By Henry Ward Beecher

Blood, Sweat and Tears...

'...Smitten with love and ignorant of love,
My poor forsaken heart burned with desire.
No sin did I commit, save that my tears
In spite of me revealed my secret fire...'

When Time Stood Still...

'...Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale...'

Gadget Freak...

Can't wait to buy it... This is my birthday present to myself..!

Empty Heart...

"... I trace his image in my empty heart,
Which wells with thoughts, longing, and deep passion.
You, whose remembrance wraps me in its warmth,
Whose love I show, a sign of devotion..."

On Lockdown...

LOVE: We think about it, sing about it, dream about it and lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

Ramadan...


La Cuisine...

"...One cannot think well, love well or sleep well
if one has not dined well..."

Shattered In Dozen Pieces...

I see your face hesitating… Your eyes pained and lips in a straight line where their used to be a smile. The clouds are moving away to make way for thunder; dark grey-ish and unfriendly. I gaze and wonder why I am still staying in this relationship. Trying to make it work, fixing a broken glass. I am trembling, bruised and cut up with blood on my clothes. My face and body are scarred from beating. I don’t want to know what my loved ones are saying; my heart can’t take it anymore. With each punch my love went much deeper than I’d dreamed of. My love for him was like a tattoo, deeply penetrated within my skin; hard to erase. I turned to him with gratitude and joy, thinking he was a mirror reflection of me. How I was wrong!! I thought he was send from above, and I fell for his overwhelming charm, enchanting lips I admired and eyes brighter than the sun ignoring all the signs and the dark spot that was going to engulf me. I felt as if I was slowly drifting toward the dark, a condemned journey with hell-bound heart. Falling deeper into a comatose nightmare haunted by gruesome memories; I found my soul shattered on the ground next to the broken glass. I will never forget, walking alone at this odd hour through the cold road of shattered dreams; broken, empty and in a spell. I was drowning in my own pity tears, holding onto the rope of life. I could have had a different ending, could have been anyone with a bright future ahead of me. But a dangerous love sends me down a nerve-wrecking dream praying to wake up from. A terrifying love held me captive in an empty shell, a cold broken woman with a damaged pride and tainted by shame. My love had me thinking he was Superman while all the time he was Lex Luthor; a criminal of minds, assaulter of body and destroyer of feelings- a monster. Beside the betrayal, the hurt and my obvious appearance was the constant blame, wondering… Was it you or was it me..? Perhaps there were a few mistakes made and some were on me, still he had no right to hurt me, humiliate and destroy my dreams. No right whatsoever... By now the dark green leaves are praising in joy, the tall tree standing firm and strong and the rose enchanting everyone with its scent. Envying the characteristics of nature, wishing I had those traits. Then maybe, I would have had more sense to get out while I still had the chance. But it’s too late… I can’t go back in time…

Hidden Treasure...

“…A woman’s heart should be so hidden in Allah that a man should have to seek Allah first to find her…”

All Time Classics...


  1. Lion King
  2. Anastasia
  3. Finding Nemo
  4. Mulan
  5. Beauty and the Beast
  6. The Simpsons Movie
  7. The Hunchback Of Notre Dame
  8. Kungfu Panda
  9. Ice Age 1,2 and 3
  10. Ratatouille
  11. Monster. Inc
  12. Shrek
  13. The Incredibles
  14. Aladdin
  15. The Road To El Dorado


Snowy Winter...

"...Peace is a journey for all seasons..."

Something Beautiful...

"...In order to be beautiful,
your thoughts should be so..."

All Time Movies...

  1. The Notebook
  2. A Walk To Remember
  3. Count of Monte Cristo
  4. Diary of A Mad Black Woman
  5. Kill The Messenger
  6. Nights In Rodanthe
  7. Braveheart
  8. Apocalypto
  9. The Punisher
  10. Young Victoria
  11. Something New
  12. Tristan and Isolde
  13. Becoming Jane
  14. The Duchess
  15. Breakfast At Tiffany's

Why Women Cry...

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I need to" she said."I don't understand," he said.His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?""All women cry for no reason," his dad answered carelessly. The little boy, still wondering why women cry, finally asked the old wise shaikh (scholar)."He surely knows the answer", he thought.
"Ya Shaikh! Why do women cry so easily?" The Shaikh answered: "When Allah made the woman she had to be made so special.He made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.He gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that comes from her children.He gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.He gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child hurts her very badly.
He gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.He gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And lastly, He gave her a tear.This is hers and only hers exclusively to use whenever she needs it.She needs no reason, no explanation, its hers." "You see my son, the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the beauty of her face, or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Subhan Allah, The little boy got the answer and never asked the question again

Michael Jackson...


On that eventful tragic day, we stopped, stopped and still couldn’t believe it. The world lost of one of its rarest entertainers and that can’t be replaced. Although, many will try to take your spot, they will not succeed. They cannot fill your diamond encrusted shoes. You sung soft songs and moon walked before I could even walk. With your endless talents, you influenced and inspired millions. You brought joy through songs and dance from where the sun rises and set and wherever it touches. Even for a moment, we would all leave our worries aside and dance on the beat of ‘they don’t care about us’ and forgotten the moment. You looked with your heart to see what was really important, and that was strange at times. But it was even stranger what you had to go through; what it must have felt to lose childhood and old age in a lifetime is something no one has to endure. Let alone the taunting remarks, the hungry paparazzi, and screaming fans. You lived on behalf of the people in the short life you have been given. Know that just like all others you are innocent until proven otherwise. I will remember not your wacky stories, even crazier personality but how inspired people felt – like we can reach the sky and be free. After your death, you were honoured and passed with a bill stating you as an American citizen legend. If only, you could received it long time ago. You brought black, white, Asian, through love, hope and sheer creativity that was your music. Your legacy... I salute you for that… I am sorry Mrs. Jackson for your loss, but there is nothing that can be done now..
Goodbye…

Chocolate Heart...

"...Man cannot live on chocolate alone; but woman sure can..."

Cherish Every Moment...

"...My own soul that possess things is itself departing, so why should I cry over a possession when it leaves..."

India'Song

"...Too much hypocrisy in this old southern town for me
Way back in 1619 began this tragic story
Thrown into slavery the crime was the color of skin
Never to see the light of the past again

I wanna go where the mountains are high enough to echo my song
I wanna go where the rivers run deep enough to drown my shame
I wanna go where the stars shine bright enough to show me the way
I wanna go where the wind calls my name..."

Charles Dickens...

"... Charity begins at home,
and justice begins next door..."

Southpark...

'...If irony was made of strawberry, we would all be drinking alot smoothies right now...'

St. James Park...

St James's Park is London's oldest Royal Park. It is next to Buckingham Palace, Trafalgar Square and the House of Parliament and there are free concerts at weekends during the summer. One of the most popular sights is the pelicans on the lake.

St James's Park History
· In 1531 the land was acquired by Henry VIII who created a deer park nearby and built a hunting lodge that later became St James's Palace.
· The deer park stayed largely the same until 1603 when James I became king. King James kept a collection of animals in the park that included camels, crocodiles and an elephant. There were also aviaries of exotic birds along what is now Birdcage Walk.
· In 1660 the park was re-landscaped for Charles II in a formal French style.
· In 1664 a Russian ambassador presented a pair of pelicans to the king. Pelicans are still offered to the park by foreign ambassadors and remain one of the most popular sights in the park.
· In 1827 John Nash was appointed to carry out the present landscape in a more informal style for George IV.

Delft...

My second home, my childhood memories of beach, fun and laidback way of living... This was historical and yet modern place to grow up and I wouldn't have it otherwise- given the choice.