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If I die today what would you do..? Will you forget about me and just move on..?! For you see, I cry for old and new memories, painful and joyful times. I cry for you, I cry for me. My heart longs for you and my soul dies for you. But I can’t seem to able to get past the ‘what if’s’... I can’t keep chasing you waiting for the day that you finally decide to love me. If I never had you, why does it hurt so much when I lost you? If you were never mine, then why do I torture myself over history never made, and future never established? It’s amazing how a person can break your heart, yet still love him with all the little pieces. The greatest love that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.