It’s been raining since morning today. It is really pouring now. The sound of the falling water seems to enter my heart. Even now when I am writing the rain depress me, and today it is making my heart heavy. As I am sitting here staring dumbly at the pouring water, it all comes back to me. I am slowly committing mental suicide. I am sitting here thinking I should know better. I am in the darkest corner of the room; evaluating my life. I don’t know why I loved him, but I wish I had an instruction book on how to deal with all this. I laugh at myself for having a delusional mind and walk off. You gave me both hope and grieve in a way I never imagined. I try to move on, but the journey is going to be hard. You whispered me into another world, but I need to sort out my mind to deal with my heart’s mess...With only the beat of my heart, tapping of the rain and the flames of love still burning. A Moment Of Hesitation...
It’s been raining since morning today. It is really pouring now. The sound of the falling water seems to enter my heart. Even now when I am writing the rain depress me, and today it is making my heart heavy. As I am sitting here staring dumbly at the pouring water, it all comes back to me. I am slowly committing mental suicide. I am sitting here thinking I should know better. I am in the darkest corner of the room; evaluating my life. I don’t know why I loved him, but I wish I had an instruction book on how to deal with all this. I laugh at myself for having a delusional mind and walk off. You gave me both hope and grieve in a way I never imagined. I try to move on, but the journey is going to be hard. You whispered me into another world, but I need to sort out my mind to deal with my heart’s mess...With only the beat of my heart, tapping of the rain and the flames of love still burning.
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